mid-December 2015

I know, I know. I said I’d write more often and haven’t. Sorry.

I think the depression is back. Wow, I think that’s the first time I’ve admitted that ‘out loud.’ Classic symptoms… always feel like crying, lost interest in things, always tired, spending a lot of time in bed zoning out to TV/Netflix. I feel like nothing I do is good enough. Ugh. Sorry to be such a downer. I’ll bounce back soon. I’ve heard that major life changes can trigger depression, maybe that’s what it is…

I moved to the new apartment and got a buyer on the house. Loving the apartment, just wish I had more time to unpack. Fitz seems to have adjusted well, maybe even better than me. Now I’m waiting on the bank to approve the short-sale and offer. We could close by the end of the year depending on when they get around to that. Still can’t believe it’s all happening, seems like yesterday I was just thinking about moving. Now here I am, with all my stuff in a new place, half of it still in boxes and totes. Sometimes I wonder if I’ve made a mistake, especially after looking at my credit score, but I know it’s what was supposed to happen.

The neurologist thinks my dad might have Primary Progressive Multiple Sclerosis. Kinda like mine, but his probably won’t go into remission. He’s still waiting on some test results and we’re hoping he can get into a study or something.

I’ve got 2 papers and a quiz due tonight and then we’re on winter break. I’m so looking forward to a break. I’ll probably end up with a C in the class, I just lost interest and with the move and all I got behind. Maybe I can get my head back in the game over the next month.

So, get this. The day I moved I got into a car accident. Pulled out in front of someone and she hit me in my wheel. Car’s OK now and no one was injured. Then the next day I fell down a step or two into my new basement and majorly sprained my ankle. Spent some time in a soft cast and walking boot, but out of all that now. Ankle feels better but the rest of my leg hurts from walking funny for all this time.

Mike and I are dating some. Not really sure what’s going on there. I think the depression is clouding my view.

Well, that’s about all, I think. At least all that I feel like talking about.

If I don’t write before, have a Merry Christmas!.

Published by tammyk777

I want to be as open as possible, safely anyway. If I've been set free in something, maybe I can encourage someone else to seek God and they can be free too!

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