Look at that! 2x already in one month! Told ya I was hoping to write more often.
I’m writing to vent on myself. I received some blood test results this morning and I’m upset. It seems like the harder I try to get things right, the worse they get. My A1C was the highest its been in over 7 years. My triglycerides have increased again and my HDL has dropped. I meet with the doctor next week, and I already know what she’ll say. That I need to workout more and eat less junk. After ‘injuring’ my ankle last month, I haven’t been able to workout as much. Plus, with all the stress at work, it’s been really hard to have the energy to workout before the ‘injury.’ My eating hasn’t been the greatest, but I eat my emotions and again, with the stress of work and studying, I haven’t made the best choices.
So, why do I say the harder I try the worse things get? I really do feel like I’ve been trying! It’s just when I look back over the past few months, I don’t see the fruit of that trying.
Maybe these numbers will be the kick in the pants that I need???? Nothing else has seemed to work. 😦
Ugh!
At least the stress at work is letting up and I’m almost finished with this one class.
Something clicked in my motivation 7 years ago and I lost a lot of weight and my numbers were looking good. I need to have that ‘click’ again somehow.
I know, pray about it, right? Sometimes that seems so cliché. I’ve asked God for years to help me get healthy. I know it’s a matter of my will depending on His strength. I know that in my head and not so much in my heart, I guess.
Any tips?
Bragging on the Lord 