• Late March 2016 #stress

    I am so stressed out right now. Like I know I’d feel better if I could just cry, but I’m dry. In times like this, I should feel more drawn to seek out God. But I’m not. I feel it’s just an obligation to read my bible and pray, but…

  • Mid March 2016

    Two posts in one month, wow, I haven’t done that in a while, huh? At the beginning of the month I was getting a MRI and had my first panic attack in one. We only got 15 or so minutes into it and I couldn’t handle it anymore. My doctor…

  • Beginning of March 2016

    Hey y’all! Happy March! The house is no longer mine!! We closed last Friday! Whew! Load off my shoulders, for sure. It’s bittersweet though. I mean, I lived there for 12 years and made a lot of memories. But on to new things I guess. The apartment is starting to…

  • Late January 2016

    OK, who stole January? Wasn’t it just the day before Christmas?? Speaking of, my Christmas was good. Kind of low-key this year, but still fun. Good times with family and friends as usual. Mike got me a vacuum, you know, since he’s so into them and wanted to make sure I…

  • mid-December 2015

    I know, I know. I said I’d write more often and haven’t. Sorry. I think the depression is back. Wow, I think that’s the first time I’ve admitted that ‘out loud.’ Classic symptoms… always feel like crying, lost interest in things, always tired, spending a lot of time in bed…

  • Mid-November 2015

    I’m such a slacker at this lately. I’ve got so much on my plate though, please forgive me 🙂 I got the apartment I wanted! Move in soon. It’s in a great part of South St. Louis City. Almost all packed up, just living with the essentials in the meantime. Still…

  • Mid-October 2015 – Single again

    It’s not as bad as it sounds. Yes, Mike and I broke up. I am doing amazing well with the decision. Since my goal here is to be as open as possible, I thought I’d tell you all the story. Yes, we’ve been having theological differences, but that’s actually not…

  • Late September 2015

    Sorry I haven’t been keeping up with this much lately. Life’s been pretty chaotic lately. Chaotic, but difficult to say why exactly. I just seem to be constantly doing something or over-thinking something. If not one of those, I’m studying. Did a 5k this past weekend. Probably my worst timing,…