Wow guys and gals, my last post was my most popular one yet. Definitely feeling the love. I didn’t get many comments on here, but a lot on Facebook, it warms my heart to know so many of you care so much about me!
OK, I might get a little sappy, forgive me now.
I really can’t comprehend or begin to explain how Mike makes me feel. I’ve stuffed these feelings for so long I forgot I had them, or even knew they existed. I know, be careful, don’t let your emotions and feelings get you carried away. We’re careful, cautiously optimistic I would say. Certainly relishing in the infatuation stage though!
Most of me is loving this stage, for sure. A small part of me can’t wait until the next though, the stage where we connect on a deeper level. I mean, where we discover the friendship and the things that will carry though. Don’t know if that made sense, it’s kinda difficult to explain. I guess I just want to know that this is a long-term thing, ya know? But, we aren’t rushing anything here, no need to!
I haven’t felt this vulnerable with anyone before either. It’s scary, but I like it.
So many new emotions, it can be a little overwhelming, but in a good way. I’m not much of a crier, but they’ve snuck up on me a couple of times (good reasons though, promise)
I can definitely say this time that it’s so wonderful to have a crush on a guy and KNOW he returns the feelings 🙂
Cute story I forgot to share last time. So on our walk to the restaurant last Saturday I fell. Partly an MS thing, it happens every 6-9 months. Just not the best thing to do on your first date! Ugh, anyway, Mike felt so bad he wasn’t there to catch me (he was walking with his friend at the time). He made sure to hold my hand/arm the rest of the walk there and back. What’s cute is that he said he’d keep me from falling and I could help keep him from running into things. What a pair! :).
PS – in other news, school is still going well. don’t worry, Mike won’t let me fall behind in my studies.
All smiles here! 🙂 🙂 🙂
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I love that you are falling in love Tam! You so deserve it! You have waited and now it is your turn to shine! You will know when it is God’s timing, at least Paul and I did. God definitely put Paul and I together around the AA tables! I love you and am so happy for you! I bet you guys laughed and laughed with the blind boy leading the MS girl who trips… that is sooo funny!